Crowstep
poetry journal
Pollen
The day is tranquil, and you carry yourself out to sit in it,
sky, still, blue,
painted with pocket-sized clouds
but if you look a certain way,
at just the right moment,
you’ll see the incredible movement of pollen
rising like smoke from the trees
dancing, billowing, constellating
a blush of travelers,
spontaneously invisible
a thin film,
twinkling
from certain angles,
a layer of a dream
Release
I
Too late, I let you dissolve,
you were dust when you could have been rain.
II
I picture a picture I never should have seen
of you, a dream in your eyes
bent forward, toothpick dangling, in black and white,
the ghost story I fell in love with,
you always existed in memory alone.
III
In some tellings you were the firefly,
other times you were the jar,
more than you know,
we are the same
I promise I won’t hold against you
anything you’ve done to get free.
I Know of a Place
I know of a place where
the mountains meet the sea
where the air smells of jasmine and bread and olive soap.
We walk rhythmically down old alleyways in the morning
where cedars humbly breathe for us,
where existence is the poet
I know of a place where
contradiction is not washed away but painted into the night
where chaos can be sweet and drunk like tea
while we walk barefoot through vines in the morning.
Some people close their eyes and see pictures
fully formed and tangible as paper
for others, to see behind our eyes
is a metaphor
an abstract idea of an image
just out of reach
yes, like this,
I know of a place.
Ellie Ellias is a poet, writer, and creative astrologer currently living in Ottawa, Canada. She finds inspiration in everything from dreams and nature to spilled wine and well-timed typos.